Currently, I’m vlogging, and it’s harder than doing these posts but I hope you enjoy them just as much as these posts.
The last time we talked I told you that I was ridiculously busy. But I’m enjoying it. I realized today though I haven’t been very personal with you all. Well, here’s an update:
I finally moved into my new place and I’m in love with the quietness and peace. It’s nice to have my own space where I feel secure and safe. It feels good to be back in my hometown. I’m close to my mom, sister, grandparents, and friends here. I don’t plan on living here forever but for right now it’s where I need to be. I’m grateful for the careers I have as a published writer and signed fashion model that allows me creative freedom and the ability to live the life I want. I worked hard for this choice of career for the past few years and even though it’s not easy all the time I love it all the time.
The only thing I miss because of the move is the friends I left behind. But they’re planning a trip to come visit and I get to show them around, the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame will be our first stop. But other than that I’m completely happy.
That doesn’t mean my depression and anxiety have disappeared. I still feel it every so often but I control a lot better and it’s rarely there.
With everything I went through last year I’m surprised by how well I’m doing. I owe that to the support of my family and friends. This year is already exciting and interesting. I met someone who I like to talk to and that’s all I will say about that for now.
Right now the rain and gloomy weather is dampening my vibes but that’s all because of the environment outside right now and not because of my overall anxiety.
I wish I could hug each of you and I wish I had 4,000 gifts to give to each of you, but I only have my words to say thank you for being supportive and for being my family. You all bring me so many good vibes to my life. I’m so thankful for this family we have.
I’m currently writing my second book. It’s a collection of short stories and it’s something that I’ve been working very hard on. So please understand my lack of posts. But I think you all will enjoy the finished product.
I love you all, and I can’t wait to continue to share my journey with you all.