Halloween was a success, there was a bit of anxiety but without my two best friends, and other people from that night, I’m not sure how I would be today. In my last post I mentioned that my family was robbed. The healing process is hard and we’re trying our best. I’ve met a lot of hateful people this year so things don’t really surprise me anymore. I’m trying hard to remain intact and make it through this semester. It’s hard and sometimes I wonder where I get the strength to get out of bed.
I’ve never been more excited for a break. I need to get away and change my surroundings for a bit.
I told you all I would give an update about Mr. Gorgeous Eyes. Well, to be honest I don’t have much to tell you. It’s sad really, the whole situation is sad. I wanted our friendship to grow and really tried to make it work but effort wasn’t made on the other end. He say’s it’s not intentional but it’s hard for me to believe diluted words. I do believe some people come in your life for a reason, I’m still figuring out the reason.
I have to explain why I gave him that nickname.
I still think about him a lot. I gave him that nickname not only because of his eyes but because of the way they made me feel. They’re brilliant and captivating. He’s brilliant and captivating.He touched me in a place that wasn’t yet discovered. He stole my heart for awhile and gave it back without warning. So that name “Mr. Gorgeous Eyes” means a lot more to me than you could ever imagine.
I miss him, but I already know how these things work.